Not sure where to stand

[Ojap]

Questions I would ask myself:

Do I want to be here when H comes?
If so, am I able to keep up the DBing?
What expectations do I have if I see H?

Based on your posts...biggest question would be...'Do I say 'no' because I would want more time to prepare for this encounter?"

Don't put yourself in a position where you feel pressured to act.