Wife has filed for divorce

[daybyday]

We could be friendly for kids sake, but not friends. It's like Sandi says, they want a gay boyfriend. Not gonna happen.

I am not leaving, she is. She is really dragging her feet though.

When I look back on wifes complaints and what I am doing for 180, they dont necessarily mesh. I mean I am trying to do what I think is going to make me the man I want to be. Some of their complaints are just stabs in the dark. To them, nothing was ever right in the M. They rewrite history.

I am hitting the gym hard. Have lost about 30 lbs. Have another 50 to go. Making my S lunch and breakfast occasionally.

The longing I get into this thing, I am seeing another woman. One that I wouldnt have married and may not want again. Use your anger friend. It helps with the sadness. We can do this.