Is it bad to have some joy knowing that she was 'worried or stressed about where YOU were'?!

I have don't that SO much w/ my W, that I sometimes wish she could feel that tension. I know that's not a worthy goal...and doesn't really serve any purpose or outcome. But man...it an really stink sometimes.


Ojap
M 13 T 15
D 11
D 11
D 9
BD #1: ILYBNILWY 09/2015
BD #2: W asks for S 12/2015
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Currently: Limbo