Thornton & Tim, I totally agree with you about this forum. Since I've posted, I've felt so much more empowered, and encouraged by everyone here - it's pretty amazing. I think about this place alot and am so grateful such a place exists and keep you all in my prayers every, single day.
So Thornton, you're in good company tonight. A rush of tears overcame me during my church small group meeting tonight and then I got on the train and cried all the way home, mascara down the face and all lol. Luckily, I had some friends literally hugging me on both sides, although they were kind of the reason I was crying - they just got married and get along so well and I would love for H to attend church and meetings with me. I'm feeling a lot better right this second though! And for a brief moment, I felt like, "I'm over it, this is stupid." Saying all of that to say, we're going to come out of this better and stronger for the next adventure, with or sans WAS. Hope you're able to get a restful sleep tonight.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."