I know that i will not be alone for ever, what i don't know is who i will have a relationship with in the future - Xh is still in the mix and is one of the billions of possibilities. For now, a new relationship is not my priority - and i am ok with that. Actually, i am enjoying being me and single for the first time since i was a highschool teenager.
Sounds like you are successfully becoming, and actively being, the best you - which sounds like a great person. I hope you find some things you really enjoy, just for you, that give you some joy each day.
