I question if I could do this again as well. Hell, I am doing it again. This is my second rodeo with W.
I wonder if I'm just a sucker for W. I take that back, I AM a sucker for W. She just has my heart. And as much as I wish I could just turn my feelings off, it's not that easy.
What compounds it for me, is how seemingly easy it was for her to turn her feelings off.
They say self esteem needs to come from within... makes sense. But this woman has done a number on my self worth.
