Still NC - Trying to move forward

[TimR]

You feel the way you do because you truly loved. Why we all feel the way we do. I am with you in feeling down tonight. I don't know what else to tell you buddy. It will go away eventually but when you are in pain seconds last hours, days, or weeks. That is why I question whether I could ever go through this again or even risk going through it again. I seems easier to build a wall around my heart and just keep everyone out.

I am sending you strength and will pray for you.