Beginning of the End

[Sparkls]

Were you always the one to bring up relationship concerns before DDay? Did you always have the last word? Did you talk everything to death?

I did all of these and that's why I went dark. Cause as much as I want to talk to H about everything (after all, not talking got us here, right?!), my talking isn't the problem. It's him not talking. By going dark, I'm giving him head space. Something I never really did before . I always had to talk everything out.
Did I make the right decision? No clue. Haven't heard from him in 2 weeks and he's still in his A but when I was talking to him we went from a good convo (talking about how much he wanted to come to my graduation) to I don't love you and never did in 24 hours so clearly talking wasn't helping either.