Need a fresh start...but he's still here

[lost18]

Wow, had no idea it had been so long...Yikes! Been busy, and getting busier.

I still have lots of work to do but still married, seems like it is going to stay that way. Working on the happily ever after part but holding out that we will get there. Have not had a conversation about our R at all which is a big part of my frustrations.

Hope you all are doing well, I will try to get on more often and maybe give more of an update....but for now still going.