Too Much Time Is Passing By

[HopeRB]

Thanks Tim and broke for your support and encouragement. I've put all of you in my prayers as well.

And I agree with you broke, its so hard not to keep replaying what you could have done differently. Like even him commenting on my weight loss was not a good thing b/c he asked me if I'm eating. And when he was hugging me when he left, he said again, "You're small," or something like that. I mean a person looses/gains a lot of weight when they're in trauma. So I don't know if I took that as a good thing. A lot of ppl have been commenting on my weight loss so I just hope I didn't appear sickly..which I don't think I am at all. Either way, he must be doing just fine as he's seems to have gained a few pounds himself.

I need to go back to that part of the book tonight and continue studying on my Dbing. I want this stuff to be second nature to me for the next time. During our false R, he had seen my changes and he still kept walking. Makes me wonder if my changes affect him anyway at all.