"It's only the hope that she will come back to me that keeps me going. When I lose that I feel I have nothing."
It may not feel like it just now - and I do remember feeling that way too. However, do remember that our happiness is around 80% dependent solely on us - and maybe 20% on someone else. Whatever the outcome of your sitch, I hope you will come to see that there is a happy and fulfilling life to be lived however things unfold.
Can I ask - have you read Codependent no more? The book popped into my head when I read this statement above and your last post too.....may be an area worth examining perhaps?
Take care and hope you have the best week possible
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
