Well why is trying to elicit compassion from me if he wants to D? If he's doing something that I don't agree with?

I am going to continue to DB, 180 and GAL but I wonder do, I follow up with him, get less darker, stay at the same shade of dark i am now, allow him to initiate contact since that what he said he'll do? Not sure. Last time I jumped immediately on the crumbs I was thrown, I scared him off.


"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."