Now what?/ One Day at a Time

[melweb]

Nope--never stopped any of my 180s. I knew most of them needed to be done even before BD anyway. Most for myself and some for the good of the M.

I had decided not to reply to his email, but in a few days I was going to respond with your suggestion. He caught me off guard by texting me last night. Asked if I was ok and did I get his email. Said he didn't know what to say, and I said I don't either (SHOOT!!) But clearly I did know what to say so I said, that we were making progress and it has only been a month and a half. Then I sent a screen shot of a text message from 10 days ago where he said he loves me and can't wait to be in arms, and that we are well on our way to love and happiness. (DOUBLE SHOOT) Reminded him that he thanked me for saving the marriage. His reply was that was while were ML. (Umm a text message and ML are two different things)
He says I can only tell you how I feel now. I finally get a hold of my senses and instead of saying 'feelings can change', I just said ok.

Good grief... I am ok now. I did this once I can do it again!!
And as Ciluzen reminded me "I am a woman only a fool would leave!"