No my dear, we are staring to death, ther is plenty of food all around us but we made a vow that WE did not break and until the cage of the M is over, will not go there.

It is so very hard to burn all day long, mind spinning like a top, feeling the anguish of need and go home to a dead soul.. Some of you do get some affirmation of your maculinity or femininity but when there is NONE, all the harder as there is not even a glimmer or a possibility of hope.

Hd, have fun with the Webber. Do you make your own BBQ sauce or prefer a commercial brand?

Johanna