Thank you so much Thornton for your kind words. I am feeling so frustrated with myself b/c I couldve done better. I finally got the opportunity and could've done better. It's very frustrating.
And I', just remembering things he said, like how he hates his job and doesn't know what he's doing in his life right now. And how maybe he's just supposed to be alone forever. It's all so frustrating.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."