Just remembered I also asked him about his wedding ring and made a joke about him kicking it someplace like he was playing soccer or something. He didn't laugh and said it was at his house. I just laughed it off and changed the subject. I know this was bad. Ughhhh... so upset. He also said that he liked living for himself and feels this is the right thing to do.


"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."