Wow, mind is blown 13

[Uphill]

Thanks sotto, your words mean so much. They always do but today more than ever! Right now, I don't know anything. It's like BD say all over again. Seeing all the actions to back up what she was saying, then carpet out from under my feet again... I hope this is all just because she is confused, I really hope that's all it is. But I can help but wonder if it was all a sick mind game? Dangling a worm in front of my face just to get her kicks? I'm about to find a cave and just go off the grid with S4 forever.