Wow, mind is blown 13

[Sotto]

Hi Uphill, sorry you're having such a rollercoaster time of it. I think probably the best strategy is always to hold a portion of yourself back for a time. At least until you can see sustained change. You did see some action, it is true, but perhaps you moved a little more quickly, or looked a little too keen too soon.

IDK, but in any case, she has drawn back for now. That could change (and there are some positive signs). I can understand your hurt with the text, and you know already that wasn't a great idea.

For now, I would sit tight and allow yourself a little time to process what happened. If it happened again, what would you do differently? Also, I don't believe it is the end - unless you've had enough - perhaps it is just another bend in the road.

Take care and try to keep the emphasis on you and your S for now. XF can toss around in the wind for a little while.... Xx