I Think it's Way Too Late

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Thanks Tim,
I just have to prepare for a very long, very ugly several months. The timing of all this is just mind-boggling as well. I now have to worry about keeping my Mother intact, and be a caretaker for her - which makes GAL half impossible.

It kills me to be using her money to fight this thing, and while she's all gung-ho I half want to just roll over to save her money. The W is all too aware of the strain this is putting on me. I have this problem with morals my W is immune to. That's probably why she lawyered up instead of getting a mediator. She expects, no she deserves everything and a little bit more.

I tell you though, I'm about ready to throw out any hope of resolving things and think of making her life as miserable as possible. Just let everybody she knows what's really going on. Tarnish that stellar reputation just a wee bit.

I guess Sandi could understand and explain this double life that she's been living, to plan something for so very long. And to lie to me for months and months, being friendly (but not loving) and then lowering the boom. They consider the ILYBINILWY the fair warning, and while we're trying to figure out what just happened, the knife goes in.

Yup, she's planning and counting on me being a nice guy while she claims she's taking the high road. I'm the one saying and doing terrible things, and she's above it all.

/vent

Oh well, I guess I'm going to go take my evening walk and hope I don't see her again.

Anyway, I'm glad to hear things have improved for you just a little bit - those careful and measured responses are paying off.