I am sorry that you are missing W again tonight. It is so hard to look back and see the things that you would like to change, but aren't given the opportunity to do so. It hurts like h!ll. I think about that all the time. Remember, though, even if you did everything 100% right in your R, that doesn't mean that your partner would have done everything 100% right. You can't take on all that responsibility.
I like what Tyler said about you and he thinking you would never find love again after the first wife and you both did. That really gives me hope for the future. You are a great catch - always so supportive and positive on this board, loyal, kind, and fashionable :-). You have come a long way in only one month! I was a sobbing puddle for the first 2-3 months. You are stronger than you know!
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ILYBINILWY 7/18/15 Move to MBR 9/8/15 Physical Separation 10/10/15 Suspect A 8/2015 Confirm A 12/27/15 D filed by H 2/2/16
