Red. That is tough to handle. I had S3 say he wishes mommy would move back to this house again one night. I reminded him I love him very much and I am always here for him. That each day we are going to have fun and adventures.
Seeing your kids hurt is terrible, you have to be the beacon in the dark for them Red. Stay strong! You are growing so much each day. Your decisions are clearer than they were and you have a good idea of the path you want to take.
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
