Thorton, I know how it feels, remember your not alone in what you are going through. It's great to talk to family and friends and tho they try to make you feel better, deep down it doesn't make the pain go away.
It's hard to step back and let W be. It's hard not to try and fix things. your family aren't mind readers Thorton. They don't know if she's happy or not. Or if you can make her happy or not.
Time is our ally here. We need to utilize it for oursleves. I truly believe you are a man a fool would leave, it will get better tho.
We have had similar love lives buddy, first W stung a lot for a long time. I remember thinking i would never be happy again. We did get happy again buddy. It was hard, you lived tho and you will again.
I'm here to help you as is everyone here. Keep going, we will be ok!
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
