stop labeling yourself as this and that. You are a person first and foremost. I know for a fact that you always meant well. You always deep inside wanted and would help if asked. Right?
Pot smokers have diagnosis yet many push for it to be legal. I believe the DSMIII or II diagnosed homosexuality as a pathology.
Stop putting yourself down. It will increase the likelyhood of relapsing.
You have beaten yourself down for a lifetime. Its time for a chage.
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”