Thornton, planning some trips with kids will be fun and will give me something to look forward to and will take my mind off of things. I want to visit family in St. Louis so an airplane ride would be fun for them and maybe a camping trip with them in summer. They are dying to go to Hershey park as well ( they think it will be like the willy wonkas chocolate factory) Weather will be getting better so big plus.
Thank you rouky... Those are tough questions. I really want a partner. Someone to share and do things with. I haven't had that with my husband in a long time. Even when he was here, he was detached. And I get why he was too.
I don't have any real goals right now. I feel like a lot is on hold. Career wise, financially.
You are right, my friends and family all feel like I am ridiculous for not just filing. They think I am in denial they say There is no relationship anymore so why am I waiting around on hold? Am I in denial? Husband won't tell me he wants to divorce and he won't tell me he wants to work on reconciliation. He tells me he does not know and needs space. How long do I wait? When he told me he did not want to reconcile I started to proceed with legal stuff. Then he told me we should try to reconcile. Then he refused to address reconciliation because he was mad that I proceeded with legal stuff. If he would give me an answer, I would follow through. Is he waiting for me to get fed up so he doesn't have to be decision maker?
