Wow, mind is blown 13

[Uphill]

Hmmm today I prolly set myself back a few months time. XF said pretty much, not necessarily in these words but to sum it up that she needs time to work on herself. Same thing I heard when she left. It was a swift kick in the nuts. I told her last time she wanted to work on herself, she ended up doing that in somebody else's bed. Not the best thing to say but it is the truth.

She continued to say that she doesn't know where she will be a few months or a year from now. I responded that I've been through enough hurt, enough of a rollercoaster ride and I doubt I will be here when she opens her eyes.

Not how I expected the conversation to go when she started it, but hey... Does anything in life go as planned?

Me and S4 are my only focus at this point. I need nothing more in life but him!