I feel like because I know he has the OW I'm struggling with everything.
I dont know what I Want with the staycation.
On one hand I would love to go spend the day at disney and maybe overnight as a family.
On the other hand I think its a horrible idea since I will want to be a family.
I feel like since there is an ow i Want him to love me just that much more. I really struggle with not wanting to just crawl into bed and wanting to snuggle.
I thought I was doing so good but having Him be so affectionate friday them dead cold the rest of the weekend really seems to be messing with me more then I would like to admit.
