Wishing I was there to give you a big hug.I'm trying St John worth thingy (not even sure I have the right spelling) nd I combine it with vitamin D and oil fish. It isn't as strong as AD, but it's more natural. I have decided to whin myself off AD! If STBXH can do it when he was injured, so can I!

My IC thinks that he is probably not aware of what STBXH does, so I don't think your H is enjoying it. If he was i'd be very concerned of trying to R with him. What we are going thrpugh cannot be fix in one day. I'm a year on it and don't see any progress.

in a way I think our M has ended and everyone seems to see it apart from us, so we both need to focus back on us. Apart from your H, what do you want? What are your dreams?

Mine was to be in education in the UK.I have done that, so ow I need to focus about my next dream. I have always loved travelling but couldn't because of financial issues, once I'm in my new house, I'm plnning just that with my kids.

sending you big hugs xxx