I Think it's Way Too Late

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Thanks guys. For those who don't know - I moved my mother into one of our properties that's literally 2 blocks away from my "old" house. The idea was that I'd be a minute away if something happened. I did a lot of work out of the house, so it worked great.

Now, not so much. It feels weird to come in the back/long way coming home. But I do because I'm afraid of seeing the W, and whoever she may be with. Last night - well I mean, what were the chances really? I guess pretty good. I thought I was safe at 9:00 at night. She'd either be at home or spending the night at the OM, but not on her way out. Even then, the timing - we're talking like 1 minute, maybe 90 seconds and I'd have been by and turned the corner (it's like 2 blocks, each block is about 4-5 houses).

Yeah, ups and downs. Ugh. It seems there's more downs, perhaps it's because the court date is approaching, and my best friend in the world must be treated like an enemy. Because, she is. And, an enemy would never have been able to get away with what she has because of the trust.

But who am I telling? You've all been through the exact same thing. Anyway, thanks for the kind thoughts.