Timr.. I usually misplace my phone, so responses are always delayed. I do respond though because he is just asking about kids. Responses are always to the point. You Are right though. He knows I am wrapped around his finger because I have asked him about reconciliation. I was upfront again last weekend and now he feels he is in the power seat. I wonder if he enjoys this? If it is a power trip to him? He can say and do anything he wants like a spoiled child because he knows I am more invested in preserving the marriage.
Truth is there is a big part of me, that wants to end this limbo. I am getting closer and closer to it.
Right now I am going back to keeping my distance. I am trying to prepare myself for the marriage ending. It will be easier when I have some GAL amd when I am feeling better. I have to get out of this depressive state I am in. I am really down.
