honey if you have hypothyroid ... that could be contributing massively to how you are feeling. I went on a tear learning all I could about it as H has it and his numbers were sky-high just prior to BD and climbed even higher just prior to mediation.

Thyroid is interesting energetically, as it is a butterfly shaped gland located at the base of the throat... so ... if one tends to keep things inside and not say what one needs to say, there is a school of thought that one might be dealing with thyroid stuff sooner or later. that is just a school of thought ... it's function is basically to control the metabolism. Every cell in one's body is affected by the thyroid. I'm not trying to scare you Lou, but I do want to impress upon you that it is imperative that you take this seriously and put yourself at the top of your list asap. Sweetie, no one else will put you there if you don't put yourself there first. I'm trying to be as gentle as I can be here, because I love you and want you to be healthy and happy. xoxoxo


M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver