I'm sorry you are struggling. I know that pain all too well.

In my DivorceCare class, they said healing looks like a zig zag on a chart. Ups and downs and steps forward only to fall back again.

You will have those days of feeling decimated. But every now and then, you will a little better. Then you'll get blindsided again.

Just know that what you are feeling is normal. And it will get better.

When will it get better? I have no idea because I'm going through it too. But I have hope. Hope that my life will get better without W.

Sometimes I really fall into my despair, I come here and let it out.

We'll get through this together, 13.