Thank you both so much for providing support and encouragement throughout all of this. I read and re-read your story and words Thornton, and it just made me smile knowing that everyone here knows exactly how I am feeling, what's going on in my head and where I'm coming from.

It's a beautiful day here also and I'm trying to figure out what I can do to give my mind some rest today without spending any money (very hard to do in my part of the country). I have family around and they love me and support me in everything but as I've mentioned before, I've never found much comfort in them, especially these days.


"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."