Overall feeling like my H has forgotten about me and and our marriage and that so much time has gone by with little progress that maybe it's just too late.
I've gone a deeper shade of dark since he doesn't seem to be responding to anything else. And because we have such little contact, he doesn't know that I've grown and changed so much.
I've heard he's seems content with his new life and doesn't really talk about me or our sitch. I'm staying focused on DBing and my goals but it's hard with such little contact.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."
