Now what/ Take 2

[melweb]

Thanks Tx--I needed to hear that. On 4 hours of sleep, I am not of sound mind or body.

Zep--I do not want to let this affair happen right under my nose, but I do not want to kick him out either. I feel reconciliation has a better chance if he stays. Yet, I also know that is not my choice to make. And maybe by leaving he can miss me, feel the consequences of his actions and pull his head out of his a$$.

I am not a 'scorch the earth' type of person. I believe that is what has gotten me this far and resulted in reconciliation #1. H would sometimes accuse me of being in denial. I was just DBing.

What I AM though is very patient. I believe this A does not have a snowballs chance in he11 of surviving. 1) OWs live 3 1/2 hours away. I say OWs because I am not quite clear which one it is. Choice 1 is married with 3 kids. Choice 2 is D with three little kids, and I know that is not what he wants in his life right now.