Thank for your reply Shotgun. I'm still going out with friends although not as much as I'd like as this term is coming towards exams and we are super busy. Also I'm a bit short of cash (have had few expenses that weren't supposed to be there), so nothing fancy for me.
IC is going well. She told me that at that present moment in time she has no concern about my futurr and who I'm becoming. IC thinks that I'm not the same person as last month. Her only point is that I'm still emotionally in limbo and she understand why after I told her about the flowers that the girls bought me for VD when we hadn't offered each other presents the last 8 years. She said that before I went to see my parents I was in a good place and had let go, whereas now she feels I'm back on the roundabout because STBHX is pulling strings to avoid me to detach from him. Very interesting conversation tough.
