My mom came over last night after the kids went to bed. It was really nice to hang out with her 1 on 1. We rarely seem to be able to do that. I need to make time to do it more often.

Last night W came home around 1AM while I was sleeping. She tried to spoon me. I don't know if it was my exhaustion from the busy day or my half asleep state, but I muttered something like "What are you doing?" I got up to get some water. I could tell she was hurt by that comment. She ended up falling asleep holding my arm.

She's been pleasant this morning.
I'm trying hard to not have any expectations. I need to keep focusing on myself.


M34 W35
S5 S2
T10 M6
on/off over the years including her A
Recently-
Nov 2015 bomb
Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling
Feb bomb
March-April Reconciling
May - bomb
Mid-May I tell her I'm done