I don't feel caught or dragged into any drama. We are here to support each other and facilitate change and growth. It is clear to me that our communications have brought some things to the surface for you. It is good that these feelings are not denied, particularly for you Mu. I am glad you felt safe enough and supported to bring your truth.
You have a right to feel completely as you do Mu. There is no drama. So much of my life I failed to share my feelings as I felt I wasn't entitled to take up space or cause someone discomfort by how I felt and experienced the world. I denied myself. Our father's taught us this Mu, that we didn't have the right to feel and be. You have every right to feel as you do and take up the space you need to resolve it.
This is important. This is shift Mu. This is perfection.
PS: I have my own lessons to learn from this- thank you Mu!