I got a life tonight!

Went on a "date" to "lunch" with a very handsome single guy friend. As friends. He ordered a pitcher of beer and from 2-4 we just catched up and picked at a few appetizers. It was nice, he told me how beautiful I am and that I'll be okay. Gave me a hug and kiss on the cheek. Paid for everything. It was at a cute place on the ocean on the deck so We sat watching the boats and feeling the breeze.


Went out with my girlfriend from 5pm-2am! We went to the mall, got best friend rings, went to universal city walk to dance, karaoke, dinner. Ran into a few people We knew.

I had 4-5 guys come up and talk to us. Every guy that hiton us we took pictures with. It was fun and silly.

We had a 150$ tab that was covered by someone else. We were upgraded to the vip reserve section by one of the guys best friends(he was the like manager of the place we think.)

So much fun!

I thought about my H all day.

HE DID NOT CONTACT ME ONE TIME

Nothing.

NOTHING.

He always does. I'm actually sad he didnt. He asked me nothing about the kids.

Then again I told him I needed space to heal. I do mouth know.

I didnt know he took them to mt inlaws.my brother in law invited me over and asked what I'm doing. I told him out in Orlando but thank you for inviting me!


My sil texted me later saying she heard i got a tattoo..that why don't i tell her things anymore. Why am i hiding stuff. Don't i love her.

So my H told his family about it. His sister told me that. So I'm assuming my bil told him where I was going and what I was I doing.

Over all good day.


Me:24 H:26
T:7yrs M:4yrs
S:4 D:5
ILYBNILWY 12/5
PA Confirmed 2/19