Now, the real work begins..Part II

[broke]

Thanks for checking in G8r, ATPeace, Thornton and Hope.

Just finished dinner with my BIL. He brought my nephew, too, who I adore. Dinner went well. I was light and breezy. No conversation about my H or my M. My BIL did tell me I looked great which was nice of him (contacts and new highlights helped). Glad there was no drama and it's over.

Feeling a little like Hope - while I can pat myself on the back about sticking to the DB plan - detaching, 180's and GALing, I still feel like what good is it doing?! I miss my H but he doesn't seem to miss me. I know I'm supposed to focus on the journey for me. And I do feel better about me, how much stronger I'm getting and sticking to my DB plan. Just feeling a little low - 4 days with NC. I can't imagine a month Thornton! I would've thought he would contact me - he doesn't have many close friends and he hates to be lonely. But nothing. Radio silence. Must be chatting with OW. Ugh.

Anyway, when he picks up kids tomorrow, I'll be out GALing at the golf course with friends. Hope everyone is doing well. I really appreciate the support about dinner with the BIL.