She left and I went pitch black nc. She texted after one month about picking up her stuff. Then texted 2 weeks later. Then texted again about a week later. We ended up getting back together.
Now I'm here again and doing nc again. It's been about a month now. Her D8 texted me from her phone a few weeks ago so that caught me off guard but haven't heard from her.
It's awful no knowing what is happening. I don't know if I'll ever talk to her again and that hurts me.