Sotto, I think silver grey is a lovely color for a bolero. I think you did the right thing by dying it and you'll get a lot of wear out of it.
Take your time emptying that case. As you get stronger, you'll be able to tackle those tough items.
So, have you and your father decided on a pup yet? If so, what kind?
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.