Very powerful post Mu. Honest and truthful despite the pain of being so. That's the sign of a real man Mu, you should honor yourself for your words and putting them out here like this.
Just so you know, I kind of look like I got hit by a truck and haven't showered in a few days. We can chat all you want my friend! If you start waking up in the middle of the night in a state of longing with the thoughts, "I wonder where that lovely PigPen is these days..." we'll take it from there.
Keep walking the path Mu, you're walking the right one - the difficult one.
Much respect, PP
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