I got a good night's sleep. The kids and I went grocery shopping this morning and I cooked a big batch of barley soup for lunches this week. This is truly different behavior for me. W is an amazing cook. It's her passion so I nearly never make anything. But there's nothing left around here to take to work for lunches and I don't want to be spending money going out every day. I have to say, I'm not that bad at cooking.
I'm lonely today. The kids and I are going to go visit my parents for a while so we can get out of the house.
Two days ago W said she would be home for part of today. She called a little bit ago to talk to S4.5 because she missed him, which seemed like an odd call if she was going to be coming home. I didn't ask if she changed her plans. I'm just going to go on assuming she won't be here.
M34 W35 S5 S2 T10 M6 on/off over the years including her A Recently- Nov 2015 bomb Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling Feb bomb March-April Reconciling May - bomb Mid-May I tell her I'm done
