Beginning of the End

[TimR]

Well I guess my immediate issue took care of itself. I was still deciding how to determine what time to take S to weigh ins and W contacted me to take him. She also said he would like me to take him out for a birthday dinner and it was ok with her if I would like to. I am assuming W and S had a talk during which he expressed his feelings to her but I have not clue and there is no use in speculating. The constant 180s from her take a toll on my mental health though. The last few months we were together I was constantly walking on eggshells, should I say something, what should I say, should I do something what should I do, if I do this will she continue to ignore me, if I do that will she ridicule me. NOW, it is even worse... I cannot anticipate the moods whatsoever, validating and setting boundaries seems to make the anger worse. I have no clue.