Baby steps

[melweb]

Hi Painter--I've never posted on your thread either, and I only wish I had something hopeful to contribute. Sadly, we seem to be in the same sinking ship.

I thought H and I were piecing too, after he told me in January that he was not leaving me and I did not have to live in fear. I have no 'concrete' evidence of EA or PA, but just this week PA seems likely, as he went on a biz trip with 3 condoms and 5 Cialis, but came home with no condoms and 4 Cialis. He was home just in time to grab 2 more Cialis and is off on another biz trip for 9 days. Communication is minimal when he is on trips, but it feels more purposeful now. Like he is intentionally avoiding me. Well--he probably is!!

I too want to save my M. And he knows it. I know the road to reconciliation is not an easy one, but I get the same things from my H--he's in, he's out, he's hot, he's cold. I cannot imagine doing this for two years!! My heart just breaks for you.