Not all guys that you date or have as friends will be like that. I know it feels like that right now, but look at all the great guys on this board trying to save their marriages and families. Chalk it up to a bad apple and move on from that.
You are doing great! You are setting boundaries, detaching, and making plans for yourself. You have come far in a short time. Keep it up - take care of yourself and your kiddos!
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ILYBINILWY 7/18/15 Move to MBR 9/8/15 Physical Separation 10/10/15 Suspect A 8/2015 Confirm A 12/27/15 D filed by H 2/2/16