JujuB I have been to Europe five times. Four times I was involved in shooting competitions and two years ago my wife and S13 and I toured several countries in Europe. I have been to England twice. I will go again to see ma jolie Rouky! It is funny how suddenly certain things aren't that important any more. The doctors were very confident in my treatment but there are always exceptions. Hopefully this is nothing and I will not have to face any more chemo or radiation. I am certain that I would prefer surgery to more chemo/radiation. While it su(%s to have to go through this alone I have learned the hard way that my STBXW was not cut out for dealing with these issues and was anything but a caregiver.

So Rouky I forge ahead with strength borrowed from you and a determination to see my children grow and to continue to be an influence on them that I think they have come to appreciate. There is much that only I can teach them and I will be around to do it. We are all blessed by God to live in a day where these issues are not a death sentence and while brutal the treatments are very effective. Thank you to everyone for their love and support and keep praying for me!


M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.