W is still up and down. We went to MC and it was a complaint session. Not what I had hoped for. She had nothing good to say about me. We both went a few days later for IC. Things went OK at the sessions and then last night she discussed all the upgrades that she made on the new house and then was upset with me because she has not seen the papers to dismiss the D. L finally got back to me today and said she would file on Monday. W still says she wants D. Guess she will have to file again for it to happen or not sign the dismissal. I am done with the roller coaster. Still waiting to hear about my move to Toronto. HR is dragging their feet to get back to me.
She will always find fault in me and there is nothing I can do about that. I thanked her for making me realize who I am and told her that she is now in charge of the fate of the family.
My happiness will come from knowing who I am and doing what I can for me and the boys. Don't need her approval. She will have to figure out how to raise them on her own.
Have another session of MC this Thursday and DB coaching session tomorrow morning.
I will miss my boys dearly and hope they will understand when they are older that I did all I could for them.
All I can say is this next week will be interesting.
My heart is broken and anxiety comes and goes by the minute. Time will heal all those feelings. I hope sooner than later.
H-46 XW-38 T-7 M-6 S-9,8,8,6,4 S 11/30/15, I filed 12/8/15 EA 2/1/16 D dismissed 3/24/16 PA 3/18/16 confirmed 4/22/16 XW files for D 4/1/16 - D final 11/17/16 Finally moving forward...
