Yeah, I initially had those thoughts too, however she has really stuck with me through a lot. She tried for years to make it work and as you so eloquently said, slowly died on the inside.

M:37 W:38
D:11,S:7,S:4
T:8, M:5
S:6/1/15 different beds
Physical Seperation 7/5/16
Startof NC 7/22/16