We eventually moved out of the awful apartment, but not because I grew a pair and was able to move my family out but because she decided to move in with her family. So me, and her mother, father and sister all moved into the same house, just to add to the idea that I can't move the family forward and for her to respect me even less. And I was pursuing her the whole time as well. She told me at one point, that if I would have left her and let her suffer early on, that things may have been different. She also said recently that she feels like I am breathing down her neck and I need to get out of the house and do something, otherwise I am pushing her away. She continually repeats that she wants to be alone with the kids and she doesn't want to go back to the relationship we had before. She says she fell out of love with me, she doesn't feel the spark and she doesn't feel like trying to get it back.
